I remember I said I was going to start posting like normal again, but clearly that didn’t happen.
I guess I wasn’t ready. I’m still not ready. I’m forcing this right now. i don’t know… I am going through this thing right now where I barely want to be on the internet.. for so many different reasons..
I’m in this place where I want to get things back to normal, but at the same time… It feels daunting.
I also said on our facebook that I was going to post a video addressing the new tumblr about Marz and I… which i still will.. but like I said.. All things internet haven’t been even in my top 20 of prioritie, and even though I filmed it days ago I still haven’t finished cutting it down..I’ve been busy and haven’t really wanted to think about it because I have more pressing problems to deal with right now.
I may have this aversion right now, but at the same time I still care about all of you as people and want to give you the answers and explanations you seek from me. Some people might say I don’t owe any of you anything, but of course I do. You have all spent valuable and precious time looking at my stuff and commenting on it, liking it, sharing it. IMO, of course I owe you guys.
Now, when I say I owe you, I just want to make myself clear before I end this entry. (because I honestly don’t know when I will pop back on.):
I mean I owe you in the respect that you deserve to hear what I have to say about your comments/concerns/complaints.
It doesn’t mean I will cater to your opinions/demands.
.And nor should I be expected to.
But I touch on that plenty in the video. Until then, I kindly ask for everyone’s patience and understanding that I am a human being and my cosplay/internet shenanigans always will take a back seat to my everyday life. I’ll try to get that video up soon. I know you all must be like “well wtf is she going to SAY?!” and I’m leaving you hanging for days. Again, i’m sorry. Please be patient.